When all of the news broke about Jerry Sandusky, I worried about my role as a Penn State fan. I quickly conceded the fact that even though I was surrounded by Huskers fans, I couldn't in good conscience wear my Penn State apparel as I had planned to with the game coming up this weekend.
But then I realized something: being a Penn State fan is not the same as condoning the actions of a man that harmed children. Supporting my team is not the same as supporting the administration that should have gone further to protect potential victims. So today, I woke up and resolutely put on a Penn State hoodie. Because I'm a loyal person. Because I'm a passionate person. Because letting Jerry Sandusky alter my view of an entire institution is letting him win.
So today, I wear blue.
I wear blue because the young men who have worked their hardest to get to #12 have done nothing wrong
I wear blue because I love being asked my place of birth and getting to write, "State College"
I wear blue because grilled stickies and a glass of milk is the best order you could possibly place at a diner
I wear blue because my dad's journalism degree led to the greatest stories he tells
I wear blue because standing in line at the grocery store in Magna, UT, behind a man in a Penn State hat gives me the confidence to make small talk with strangers
I wear blue because one of the best fireworks shows I've seen happened while I sat on the grass outside Beaver Stadium
I wear blue because the best memories I have with my uncles and cousins happened inside Beaver Stadium
I wear blue because I've never been to Disneyland and I don't care; my childhood summer vacations were spent in the actual happiest place on earth
I wear blue because the lion head at the center of the mat on which my brother wrestles every day represents his hard work and drive to succeed
I wear blue because my heart still breaks a little every time I think of that law school waitlist
I wear blue because I've spent countless Saturdays listening to my tone-deaf father sing the beautiful words, "Forever true to you, dear old White and Blue"
I wear blue because I will continue to sing with him